Both kids are sick. Another restless night. By morning Alissa fell asleep on the floor after few hours of nursing/eating/playing. Yuri had to go to the washroom 3 times and couldn't fall asleep after each trip.
Every time they get sick it affects you and teaches you. They need mommy, they become soft and clingy.
You are there to support, stay up the nights, feed, keep warm, and learn what other part of yourself you can give. There is no strive to be payed back, no hope to be appreciated as the recipients are too small and are your ultimate responsibility.
And then in the end of it you get "mommy, I love all of you very much"....